Running in Mt. Kiara Park is awesome. There may be a bloody lot of monkeys there who will steal your peanuts if you have any, but on the whole running or walking there is really calming. There is a big pool in the middle of the park, with a few fountains in it, and a man made waterfall, all of which make the ideal background noise. Not many people are around, and even less children, but only if you go at 5 and come back at around 6. It's the in between time when the monkeys and birds and insects come out to play, and it is soothing just to watch them and throw a piece of bread in their direction occasionally.

If you haven't guessed by now, I was at Mt. Kiara Park earlier today. :P

On a very irrelevant note, I have never made any secret of my affection for gay-themed fiction. I'm not sure why I prefer reading romance of the male/male type to male/female, but there is something very painful in even the happiest kinds of homosexual fiction. I'm not quite sure what exactly that painful something is, but it's there and I recognize it and that's that.

So if you're a very open minded person, and you don't mind homosexuality, and you especially don't mind rather dark and mature themes dealing with prison and rape and suicide and the like, then read this.

OKAY! i like to ok cannot is it got problem ah wanna fight ah come la i can tapau you any day okok i shut up

So recently I haven't been seriously recording at all, and I kind of miss it. But my microphone is very sucky, as usual... As a result of that all the recordings I do have all kinds of annoying background noise. Most often a whirring because of my VERYIRRITATINGANDNOISY computer fan. And I'm not always alone at home so very malufying to sing in front of the family lah you know. I know my voice is awesome (chewah) but sTIIiiLLL.

I should really stop playing the piano at ungodly hours of the night/morning. I think psycho neighbour #1 is becoming even more siao until she also plays at ungodly hours.. And she plays LOUD songs, not like me, I play all the nice nice romantic songs which even if they wake people up will put them back to sleep again anyway....

My contacts are getting harder and harder to put on :/ I think this started when I accidentally soaked them in nail polish remover instead of saline solution. Smart Kero, smart Kero.

You must be wondering why I'm bothering to blog when obviously I have nothing to blog about right. Thats because I'm BOREDDD before going to Mahcy's house and I woke up soooooooo early today and I am too lazy to hairspray my hair and even though I am too lazy to hairspray it I still managed to mengemakeup so I don't think I have any excuse -

I'm gonna go to Mahcy's house now : P

School is... very useless. I mean, some people go everyday to sit there and do nothing (read: Shook Wai) ... What's the point!??! Be like me and Mahcy lah, go to school like once every three days :P Anyway tomorrow am going to Mahcy's house to mengebake apple crumble. :D Screw diets lol.

Ok I'm gonna go bathe. I love my hair!♥ I bet you're all tired of reading that.........

You know blogging has really gone to hell when you come across something like this:

From the blog:

WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK I'M A GUY? :P

No, really!!

People I meet online, like in forums, through other friends, their first impression of me is that I'm a guy. Kero is not a very masculine name what!! But admittedly there are guys called Teddy so the name defense cannot use la haha. Is it the way I speak?

Eh hello, what is so manly about how I talk ah. What is it about my speech that gives off dude vibes!?!!

I don't understand :(

Anyone care to tell me how I'm like a guy? AND DON'T SAY I'D MAKE A GOOD BOYFRIEND PLS! I know I'd make a good boyfriend thank you very much, I'd make a good girlfriend too ok! ...

don't give me that look of disbelief :P

Just because I always fangirl hot chicks, and JUST because I am partial to guys who look like they don't actually have any you-know-whats, does not mean I'm a guy in a girl suit! Hot girls deserve to have a little fangirling from girls also ok, jangankan I stare at them and give them the evil eye coz I'm jealous of their Almighty Hotness? I'm more jealous of how Jap guys (and some Malaysians, homg, MyCat -U- on Friendster anyone? hahaha) are better at looking like the fairer sex than WE are!

seriously. 80% of them are prettier than their girlfriends. And that's saying a lot because Jap girls are also cute!

Ok I'm gonna stop ranting lol. TELL ME WHY YOU THINK I'M A GUY!!!!

Who is that? That is Lew Khei Qi, and this is The Khei Qi Post. :D LITTLE KHEI YOU OWE ME MY POST NOW!

So I met Khei Qi waaaaay back in 1 Jati, and my first impression of her was: "What a bitch." There wasn't actually a valid reason for that, it was only because she corrected some teacher about the pronunciation of her name in a rather condescending voice. I was being a bit hypocritical because I tend to do that as well. :P We weren't close in the beginning of the year - it wasn't until I started following Hui Shiang to the other side of the class that we started to get closer. And then I started sitting with them during Math, and then, well, the rest is history haha.
It wasn't as though we were this close forever, though. Being in the same class didn't actually bring us closer. But then one thing led to another, and soon she was telling me just about all her problems :P It is very hard for me to tell other people my problems, and telling some of mine to her lightened the burden a bit. And after I opened up to her, I became more trustful of other people. So thank you for that la :P

There are not a lot of bad things one can say about Khei Qi that are not pertaining to her looks. For example, the things I say to her almost every day always include:

"Khei Qi your chin damn long la"
"Don't wear shades la damn ugly"
"Your hair damn thick now eeyer wei"
"Why your mata so sepet one"

Etcetera, etcetera.
I hope she's used to it la, because I don't see myself stopping anytime soon 8D

Well, Khei Qi is skinny, and she has no accessories. Very weird la she always borrows stuff from her sister, wonder if she knows how to buy stuff by herself... *getsshot*
She says she likes to ask my opinion because I'm very honest, but she doesn't realize I'm only honest because she says it hurts moo ha ha ha!

She's not particularly good at anything, but she tries, and that's what matters. Sometimes she really gets on my nerves (who doesn't la) ... but because she's a good friend, I don't let it come between us. :) And her EngRish annoys me like hell hahahaa~

Two shows I recommend like GILER.

1. Avatar the Last Airbender

Very awesome cartoon. I admit initially I thought it's damn bodoh because Emily Mah watches - I mean because it's shown on Nickelodeon. It's so geng! I don't really understand it because Mahcy only has freaking season 2 on her computer :P But from what I see it's funny + interesting. My favourite characters are Mei (the super selamba one) and Azula (the super evil manipulative one). .... Should have known right :P

2. Akihabara @ DEEP

Oh man this drama is awesome BEYOND WORDS. Summary:

Akihabara is a Tokyo district full of mangas, anime, electronics, video games, figurines, etc. It is a place that gathers fanatics of such themes, people who are commonly referred to as otaku. Page, Box, Akira, Taiko, Daruma, and Izumu are six otaku each with his/her own troubles and sought relief through a website called "Yui’s Lifeguard." When site owner Yui died of a mysterious death, the six - each are experts in their own field - gathered to form "Akihabara@DEEP", a "trouble shooter" group that vows to protect Akihabara and solve the problems of its inhabitants.

Page, played by Kazama Shunsuke, is the leader of @DEEP. He is very good with words and was given the name Page because of his affinity for books and writing. However, though he is highly eloquent, he cannot express himself properly because of his speech problem - stammering. Occasionally when he has to say something long, he uses a speech box which Taiko later modifies to sound more like Page's original voice. Page is a huge otaku, and loves O-den cans, which are cans of food sold in vending machines on the street. An otaku's staple.

Box, played by Ikuta Toma, is @DEEP's graphic designer. The nickname Box came from an ex-girlfriend, who said he was too meticulous about his detail and never thought out of the box. His talent for art and design is unmatched in Akihabara. But he, as do all the others, has quirks. He thinks the world is a dirty, greedy place, and thus has become very obsessive compulsive about some things, among which the gloves that he wears. Box has to change his gloves every 2 hours, and his watch is timed to beep every 2 hours to remind him. He also cannot stand "real" women. His idea of real women are basically average street women with personalities. Akira and Izumu are not counted because he "doesn't think of them as women". Maid cafe maids and cosplay girls are not counted either because they are playing a character. He would die for the latest figures of 2d anime characters.

Akira, played by Kosaka Yuka, is @DEEP's fighting maid. She used to work at a maid cafe, but quit to concentrate on @DEEP. She is a typical 'tsundere' character, which means someone who is cold to others at first but warms up once you get to know them. Akira became @DEEP's first project - @DEEP designed her fan-site and made her a Net Idol after she won a tournament at the female MMA caged cat-fight at a club in Shibuya. Akira’s father was a US military personnel while her mother was Japanese. She grew up in a military base. The girl’s real name is not disclosed, but she uses the masculine name “Akira” when she goes online so that she wouldn’t be hit on by guys. She buys a lot of Umaibou, a Japanese corn-based snack which costs 10 yen.

Taiko, played by Hoshino Gen, is @DEEP's resident sound technician. His name was of course derivated from the big, round Japanese drum, because his sense for rhythm is very good. He goes into seizures, which @DEEP refers to as "freezes", when he encounters flashing lights or something that makes the otaku in him go "MOEEEE" (pronounced mo - eh. 'moe' is otaku slang for something that is awesome, usually hot girls.) Taiko can pick out a person's voice from a crowd on a tape even if he has only heard the person speak one time.

Daruma, played by Himuro Yuuki, is @DEEP's cosplay expert. He got the name Daruma from his lawyer days, when he was a tall lanky guy who kept a beard, and looked almost like the image of the Zen-master Bodhidharma (aka Bodidaruma in Japanese). Daruma doesn't really play a big role in Akihabara @ DEEP, he's mostly there for comic relief. Admittedly his cosplays (especially of Nobita) are ridiculous. :P Though his role is superfluous and could have been done without, he's still my favourite character besides Izumu and Nakagomi.

Izumu (Izm), played by Miura Haruma, is @DEEP's computer programmer. 'Izm' is her hacking alias. She is a teenage albino hacker, also the programmer for Yui's simulacra on her Lifesaver site. The AI of Yui which she developed soon evolved into a sentient program. From the age of 5 Izumu began tinkering with her father’s computers. Soon after, the prodigy hacked into European servers, wrote Worms and code-breaking applications. Izumu codes in assembly language. She was named “Kyose Izumu” because her father was a fan of Tezuka Osamu - and wanted to name his kid after the great manga-ka. She cannot live without her computer, and will become lethargic and lifeless if she is faced with something that does not have an explanation she can think of.

Takeshi Nakagomi, played by Kitamura Kazuki, is the crazy CEO of Digicapital. An otaku himself, he is the representation of the evil, predatory giant corporation. Instead of collecting figurines of anime nymphs, he ‘rears’ girls who are willing to cosplay whatever characters he desire, bound in chains inside a viewing cage. He is a big fan of Char Aznable, and frequently in the drama he is seen cosplaying the anime character. Nakagomi is almost never seen without his trademark Chupa Chup lollipop in his mouth, and of course the 'kukukukukuku' that makes us all LOL.

Yui is the webmaster of the “Lifesaver” website. Yui Senkawa provides counselling to those who visit her chatroom. However, she’s somebody who committed several unsuccessful suicide attempts, and after her death, the truth came out about her junkie habits. This led to the disillusionment of @DEEP for a while. Her avatar “Yui”, a dolphin, eventually evolved to become a sentient programme.

And of course there's Ajita Belathiputtha, the Indian scrap dealer who'd do anything to make money. He's the most awesomely funny character in the show, and it's fun to hear him speak Japanese :P

GO WATCH NOW!!!! Akihabara @ DEEP is available on Crunchyroll :)

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So I signed up for NaNoWriMo. Please tell me I'm not crazy :P

For the uninitiated, NaNoWriMo is actually National Novel Writing Month. Taken from the official site:

Cannot express how much I love my hair now!
It really isn't what I wanted... :P
BUT I STILL LOVE IT OMG YAY HEHEHE♥

For the clueless, I just washed my hair just now :O Hairspray doesn't really work la, have to get hard wax if I want to do anything concrete (ha) with it.

But it's nice~ \(^o^)/

CHUNNIE WHEN DID YOU GET SO SIZZLING???? IM SHOCKED!!!

:D

I think that will make the Kheis happy lol. I'm RE-STEAMING DBSK!!! for now~

Lunched with Charlie today. Lucky Wenji wasn't there, sure become damn garang coz Charlie is so skinny :P

I have my hairspray and turquoise eyeshadow d! Awesomeee. And surprisingly hairspray works fine with my super flat rebonded hair, shall see if it's better after I wash.

Since Blogger was being a bitch and refused to let me change the URL of my previous blog, I made a new one. :P So sue me.

Hello again! ps--iloveyou has been deleted. SAD RIGHT, ALL MY AWESOME FUNNINESS GONE D, I KNOW YOU ALL WILL MISS IT LIKE DAMN A LOT.

Isn't my template the most awesome thing in the world??
Reitaaaaaaaaa <3

price unknown translates to i am too goddamned lazy to go and check so stfu d:

1. MAC Brush Cleanser (RM39)
2. Benefit FY..Eye! Primer (RM95)
3. Benefit Creaseless Cream Eyeshadow/liner in Towne Car (RM85)
4. MAC Technakohl in Photogravure and Earthline (RM60 each)
5. MAC Eyeshadow in Deep Truth and Black Tied (RM57 each)
   
6. Tigi Bedhead Cyberoptics Eyeshadow in Champagne (RM50)
7. Silky Girl Blush in 02 Dune Rose (RM17.90)
8. Lime Crime Makeup Magic Dust in Dragon Scales, Siren, Enchant and Medusa (approx. RM45 each excluding shipping)
9. Silky Girl Funky Eyelights Pencil in 01, 02, 03, 06, 07, 08, 09 and 10 (RM14.90 each) [hey, i like the colours lol]
10. Shu Uemura Rouge Unlimited Artist in 050 Purple (RM68)
11. Shu Uemura Rouge Unlimited in 710 Brown (RM68)
12. Shu Uemura Brown Feather False Eyelashes (RM55)
13. Shu Uemura Illumi-decor False Eyelashes (RM100)
14. Shu Uemura Brush in Natural 20H (RM210)
15. Shu Uemura Cream Eyeshadow in M Red (RM75)
16. MAC Powerhouse Amplified Lipstick (RM63)
17. Lancome Color Fever Gloss in Piha Black (RM88.50)
18. Lancome Le Crayon Kohl Waterproof in Confidence Noir (RM83.50)
19. Maybelline Volume XL Seduction Lip Plumper in 510 Full-bodied Wine (price unknown)
20. Guerlain Meteorites Butterfly Pearls (limited edition Christmas 2008) (price unknown)
21. Urban Decay 24/7 Eyeliner in Ransom (price unknown)