im sorry for all the short posts! theres nothing to blog about in my life (so why am i typing this ah hahaha) but i feel an urge to update.

so..

i'm really tired. :(

i want a hug.. but not just from anyone la of course haha

i think i might be a little crazier than i used to be. :)

i'm still awesome though. ry-ann can back me up on that HEHE.

so... some things made me very happy today.
apparently my muffins are brilliant hehe.

i shall eat dinner now :)

yep i revamped my link list. now they're only blogs i regularly visit. sorry if you're not on it :P

the awesome one is.. awesomely tired!
no joke, no joke.

so i'm doing this tag......... AGAIN.
yes i really am this bored :P


LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
i actually want a lot of other things, but they're all very personal and not-for-sale..

1. something from Demeter Fragrance.. :) i want to smell like snow.
2. ginger scented shampoo.
3. the top 50 movies on IMDb.
4. jazz piano solo books.. ): good ones are ridiculously hard to find.
5. that pair of red peep-toe heels from Vincci+ (mahcy i cannot get over them)
   

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS: the fella sitting a desk away from me in class

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HER:

1. she likes to sing songs that sound very WRONG
2. ry-ann is a very caring person :)
   
3. siao la.
4. omg she likes french music +100 awesome points
5. the science lab makes her hyper
   

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU :
mmm. she prayed for me when i was having one of the killer migraines. heh.

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE HAS SAID TO YOU:
"I WANNA SEE YOUR C-L-I-M-A-X, CLIMAX, YEAH" oh god the TRAUMA

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
die. really. i dont want her to sing the climax song to me everyday!!!!!!

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU
you all dont need to do this lah hahaha i know you not as lifeless as me

1. Charlie
2. Wenji
3. Khei Qi
4. Mahcy
5. Ry-ann
6. Jacqueline TENGGGG
7. Hao
8. Starry
9. Jenn
10. Foofoo
    

WHO IS NUMBER 7 HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH? (Hao)
how i know. nobody la. sarawak girls too dumb for him.

WHO IS NO.9 HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH? (Jenn)
single. probably looking. hi boys please go go go

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING? (Jenn and Charlie)
i'll kick both of them D: nolah only jenn. :D

HOW ABOUT NO.1 AND NO.5? (Charlie and Ry-ann)
NO PLS

WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING? (Khei Qi)
donno, same as me la, or 'how to embarrass yourself cheerleading'

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO.6?
this afternoon.

DOES NO.4 WORK?
no, she wants to marry a rich husband and never have to work for the rest of her life

DOES NO.8 HAVE ANY COUSINS IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
dunno.............. doubt it

WOULD YOU WOO NO.8?
nope.

HOW ABOUT NO.5??
if i wanted her to sing the climax song everyday maybe la

DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
one brother!

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
through KKP (awesome forum)

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
..... no boobs also.....


eh damn funny the first time i did this i answered 'no boobs' or something along those lines for the last question also hahahahahhaa

i must stop being so emo in school ): so un-kero-like

Anxiety:
like metal on metal in my brain
Paranoia: it is making me run
away, away, away
and back again quickly
to see if I've been caught
or lied to
or laughed at
Ha ha ha. The Ferris wheel
in Looney Land is not so funny.

a paranoid schizophrenic



I felt a Cleaving in my Mind -
As if my Brain had split -
I tried to match it - Seam by Seam
But could not make it fit

The thought behind, I strove to join
Unto the thought before -
But Sequence raveled out of Sound
Like Balls - upon a Floor.

Emily Dickinson



To God

Why have you made life so intolerable
And set me between four walls, where I am able
Not to escape meals without prayer, for that is possible
Only by annoying an attendant. And tonight a sensual
Hell has been put upon me, so that all has deserted me
And I am merely crying in trembling in heart
For Death, and cannot get it. And gone out is part
Of sanity. And there is dreadful Hell within me.

Ivor Gurney